This is what we do after we graduate from college.

It was Friday night. What better to do than...


to go play with all of Eugenia's nephews toys while he's passed out!!!!!!!!! Notice how she shows little or no interest in joining me.

but all along i knew, deep down inside........



...scary beyond relief.

wheeeeeeeee! look how much fun i'm having lol

came with bombass background too! shit! "totem pole" rofl

The humans were scared for their lives and hid in the bushes from the trecherous dinosaurs. Little did they know, they were only dealing with the harmless herbivores. Silly humans!

AAAAaaaaAAAAAAhhhHHHHH!!! hahahahahahhahaha

hahah :(

i.
can't.
stop.
listening.
to.
this.
song.



i keep sneaking up on my mom and whispering "ling nay ling nay ling nay ling nay" hahaha :((

<3 90s music.

[19:19] strangleberry: like i was sittin gin the back of the room
[19:19] strangleberry: and sean came back
[19:19] strangleberry: and he said i was as red as a beet
[19:19] strangleberry: and kenny said he could smell alky from the aisle
[19:19] strangleberry: and everyone who saw me was like did you drink?
[19:19] strangleberry: omg it's 6pm!

haaaahahahahaha
i miss 303. we were so dedicated to partying that we had an official "calendar 'o fun" with a strict drinking/partying schedule.

hey, at least she didn't go to a PFLAG (parents, friends, and families of lesbians and gays) meeting drunk..... at 5PM.... haaaaahahah

oh how i miss them so.

spidey sense is going crazy

I think the weirdest thing is that we're FOREVER going to be interlocked, our lives, the four of us, or however many of us it is. Whatever. Sometimes, you really DO think, you really ARE convinced books are closed and filed away. ha ha ha. knock knock who's there

Anyway, one of the things I've felt most grateful for these last two days is that I was smart enough to take care of myself through the last few years. People think they can get out of casual relationships without having a scratch on them. I'm really really glad I handled and dealt with everything in the past and that I don't have to deal with things half a year later. People really do think it's always easy and simple to just have a hook-up buddy. It's only easy and simple depending on the people involved. Most often, someone gets attached, someone gets hurt, someone wants something the other can't give. Sex is NEVER free. I'm really glad I already paid my (emotional) price, that I've learned, and moved on. Good thing I'm quite experienced in paranoia? germaphobia? whatever.

I don't mean to come off as wishing harm onto others, cuz I really don't feel that way. It's just that a lot of people don't realize there are so many repercussions to every action taken. I'm just really glad I don't have to be a part of this now, cuz well... the whole web of us are being pulled together. I'm REALLY grateful I don't have to deal with this. I really am blessed. I really am a lucky person. YOKATTA.

Year-end Survey + Hiatus

1.) Where did you ring in 2006?
Steve's place with the boys. Drunken madness. I passed out before midnight. I rock.

2.) What was your status by Valentine's Day?
this question is stated as if I was planning to achieve something by then!

3.) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
BA baaabbbyyy

4.) How did you earn your keep?
webmaster job on campus

5.) Did you ever have to go to the hospital?
no

6. Did you have an encounter with the police?
mm I feel like I have but dont remember.... typical.

7.) Where did you go on vacation?
Mediterranean

8.) What did you purchase that was over $500?
nothing

9.) Did you know anybody who got married?
Leo!

10.) Did you know anybody who passed away?
no

11.) Have you ran into anybody you graduated high school with?
mm don't remember

12.) Did you move anywhere?
back home

13.) What sporting events did you go to?
did i? hahah

14.) What concerts did you go to?
Ozma ozma ozma ozma

15.) Are you registered to vote?
yes

16.) If so, did you do your patriotic duty on Nov. 7?
yes

17.) Where do you live now?
the town

18.) Describe your birthday?
dimsum with fams, shopped in frisco all day with my mom to buy work clothes, dinner at bordeaux for fillet mignoooonnnn, zanze's cheesecake, more cake at jacob+james'

19.) What's the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2006?
one night stand? i'm sucha ho.

20.) What is one thing you regretted this year?
hooking up with certain people, but not really at the same time.

21.) What's something you learned about yourself?
that i love myself, that i can sometimes be my own best friend which sounds really creepy and kinda schizo but you know. whatevs.

22.) Any new additions to your family?
no

23.) What was your best month?
july.

24.) Best decision made all year?
Tickling the idea and eventually going thru with asking henry to come to oakland to hang out

25.) What will you remember 2006 by?
half full of drunken debauchery, the other half of slowly growing up and meeting an amazing person along the way

26.) What are you doing to ring in 2007?
spend new years eve with my significant other, something i've never done before!

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hiatus

: hey gohgoh, there's a small little computer next to the game room stairs with your name on it, do you still need the parts to that computer?
brother: lemme think
: specifically the ram, i stole the ram
: hahah
brother: yeah go ahead, but dunno what you would use in ther...i can't think of anyting reliable in there :-)
brother: i think the power supply is pretty small
brother: the processor is a celeron somthing....not even a 1 GHz Processor
: oh i just wanted the ram
: haha
brother: bawahha....go ahead if it works :-)
: thanks!
brother: i was thinking of dumping it eventually...but have kept it around because of such a small case
brother: good foot stool too
: hahah oh it's that one
: now i have a whooping 352 mb of rab
: *ram
brother: you only had 256 MD before?
brother: MB i mean
: yeah all thru college
brother: how do u survive :-)
: technique and patience
brother: even [mommy's] computer has more
: the old [one] or the new [one]?
brother: the new one of course ... the old one might as well not exist
: that new one is better than anything i've ever had
: which is simply the computer i just rebuilt

The last two days, I've fixed up my computer to give to my younger cousins who've never had a computer before. Sucks... they're prolly in jr high/high school without a computer. I can't imagine being computer/internetless growing up, most especially at this time and age. Anyway, this will help end my internet addiction so I won't be around too much after this (I hope). Until I earn enough money for my own, I'll be using my parents' here and there to check email/find friends to DS with.

Happy holidays and be safe <3